Dear Rex,
I tried to look past what was bothering you. I know the way we met was from my Ex (your friend), but then you tried to warn me about him. You became my best friend. Whenever I needed someone to talk to, no matter where you were or what you were doing, you comforted me. I took advantage of you and took your kindness for my pleasures.
When we sat down and had that talk and you told that since I had a relationship with your friend (now my Ex) that you and I could never be, and that you looked at our relationship as a friendship. I did not want to hear that because I already fell in love with you secretly and could not tell you, and so, I had told you to never call me again. I am sorry that I did not understand or didn’t even try to understand the way you felt. Now that I’ve pushed you away, I miss talking and laughing with you, but I am too embarrassed to even call and speak with you. I can never forgive myself for being this way. I am so sorry I’ve let you, my best friend, go. I hope someday you can please understand me and forgive me.
Love Always,
Elizabeth
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