I Never Should’ve Left

June 27, 2011

Dear Marcia,

Every day I wake up knowing what I did and nothing in the world can make it go away. I’m sorry for leaving the second time and I’m regretting that decision. When we met each other at the Liberty Diner and I saw your face, your eyes glistened with the same spark that I had when I saw you; I felt driven. And that feeling has never left and will never leave.

I remember waking up to next to you watching you sleep, the way you walk to get to your car, the way you answer the phone, the way your lips curl when you say I love you, how happy you got when I came home from work, the feeling you gave me when we hugged and kissed, when we walked around where ever we ended up hand in hand, the one weekend in Buffalo at the hotel, the way you blew in my face when I took your breath away, and most importantly, the way you showed me how to love you. Those are the few things I miss and I would give anything in the world to have all that. But, my mistake cost me happiness and love I’ll never find again. It hurts me day in and day out. And what hurts the worst is knowing that I hurt someone who was in love with me.

I am so much in love with you. My leaving, left me with a lot of pain, the kind of pain that I wouldn’t wish on anyone. I’m not good at writing letters as you know but this is how I feel. Marcia, I love you so much, I cry every night thinking about you.

Love always,


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