My Heart

June 27, 2011

Dear Charlie,

It’s been about two months since I last talked to you. I miss you so much and I can’t stop thinking of you. I thought that by now I’d be okay with the fact that we can’t be together, but it still hurts me as if we just ended yesterday. You are the last thing on my mind before I go to bed and the first thing on my mind when I wake up. I just wish I could hear your voice and tell you just how much I truly love you.

I don’t know why I fell so in love with you so fast, but what I do know, is that in the short time we’ve been together was like magic for me. We became so close and everything just felt so right. It’s almost as if something brought us together. We were meant to find each other and complete each other’s life.

I love you, Charlie, and there’s nothing that would make me happier than to have you in my life again. Even if it’s only as friends. I just miss you. I can’t help it. I’ve been trying all this time to ignore this void in my heart, but I can’t. And it just hurts so bad because I know in my heart that you and I will never be. The reason why we can’t be together is what hurts me more. If it was because you didn’t love me or didn’t want to be with me, then I could accept that. But it’s not because of that and that is what’s making hard for me to let you go. I feel that we belong to each other.

All your family and friends told me that they’ve never seen you this happy before you met me. They tell me that you’ve never had feeling sfor someone the way you had for me. So why, Charlie, why can’t you just face it and let me in?

I’d be so good to you. I would never do anything to hurt you. I would cherish you and support you in everything you do. I’d show you love like you’ve never seen before. I love you, Charlie, and there’s nothing I can do about it but write this letter that you’ll never receive anyway. But to let it all out makes it a little easier.

I miss you, my love, my heart, my soul. Please take care of yourself because I truly care for you. Even if we are over, I will always have you in my heart. And I will always remember the time we spent together. God bless you, Charlie, and your family. I hope one day you’ll find happiness.


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