It Pains Me To Know

June 27, 2011

Dear J,

Hi, how are you? Things on my end are going … well, let’s just say that I am alive. I have never been the type to state how I feel, but there are a few things that I would like to tell you. Every morning I wake up and there is a pain that shoots through my heart. The thought that I have to spend another day without you rips my soul apart. It pains me to know that the love I have for you burns within and fueled by undying passion. I know that we thought it was better for us both that we ended it now, but the time I have spent away from you has taught me that I am a part of you and you are a part of me, and that there is no other place for either of us to be but with each other. It pains me know that you wake up with another beside you. It pains me to know that I could have let the best that that ever happen to me leave without a fight, and you know what hurts the most is the thought that you might not feel the same. The hardest part is not falling in love, but allowing yourself to fall out. I can’t see my future any other way, but with you in it. It scares me to think that you can envision yours without me. It pains me to know that all good things have to come to an end, but I hope that ours can end in eternity.

Love always,


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